AOSday

What are we? Enemies? Friends? People going through a tough time? Help me I need an answer. I have known you for so long yet I feel like we have only just met. Why have you changed from someone so nice to someone so mean? We used to tell each other everything but now, I cant trust you. You remind me of a jellyfish, beautiful but vicious. Why do I even bother with you? Why do I even try? Is it because I actually want to be friends with you? Do I want to be friends with you? Why do you have to do such mean things that cut deep into my core? Why do you smile at me but turn away and giggle? Don't you realise that every time you hurt me I get stronger? Don't you realise that you are just making yourself look bad? Stop making me feel guilty for what you have done to me. Just stop. Stop turning your words around. You say one thing, but mean another. Stop telling everyone I'm causing the wrong when it is you. Stop excluding me from everyone. Can't things just go back to t...

Money and me do not get along very well. Our relationship has always been ok but over the last year, I have noticed some dark patches. Whenever I finally seem to get it, I spend it. All the hard work I seem to put in, gone in the blink of an eye. Oh money, money, money, why cant we be friends? I have always been a person who has to buy most things themselves as my parents believe that it teaches me to learn the value of things and blah, blah, blah. So whenever my friends get really cool things I ask them the question "did you buy it yourself?" and most of the time they answer no and I get really jealous and wish that their parents were mine. And you know what really makes me angry about people who's parents buy them everything? They always seem to have lots of money and brag about it because they never have to buy anything! Then they go on about how they really want something but their parents went buy it for them and the whole time in my head I'm just like "yo...

Procrastination has always been my downfall. No matter how important something is I will always find some sort of way to procrastinate and this blog is one of them. You see, I can't be bothered to go to sleep so that is why I am here. Going to sleep means waking up tomorrow and waking up tomorrow means going to school tomorrow. No thanks. I find many ways to procrastinate and let me write my top 10 for you: 1- do my makeup 2- braid my hair 3- draw something random 4- spend HOURS on youtube and use up all the internet. then complain about no internet later 5- look at my old pictures 6- online shopping 7- NETFLIX 8- singing 9- dancing 10- eating. defiantly eating. All of my friends are good at procrastinating which makes me feel better. One of my friends is the procrastination queen and often spends her writing four page stories of what she predicts everyones future to be like which is always hilarious but completely random and pointless (the definition of procrastinatio...