Friendship?
What are we? Enemies? Friends? People going through a tough time? Help me I need an answer.
I have known you for so long yet I feel like we have only just met. Why have you changed from someone so nice to someone so mean? We used to tell each other everything but now, I cant trust you. You remind me of a jellyfish, beautiful but vicious. Why do I even bother with you? Why do I even try? Is it because I actually want to be friends with you? Do I want to be friends with you?
Why do you have to do such mean things that cut deep into my core? Why do you smile at me but turn away and giggle? Don't you realise that every time you hurt me I get stronger? Don't you realise that you are just making yourself look bad? Stop making me feel guilty for what you have done to me. Just stop.
Stop turning your words around. You say one thing, but mean another. Stop telling everyone I'm causing the wrong when it is you. Stop excluding me from everyone. Can't things just go back to the way they were? Every time I talk to you, you ignore me. Whats the point of even speaking?
Cant you just leave my life alone. Run away. Go. I don't want to go around on a merri-go-round with you for the rest of my life if the only music thats playing is regret. I need to get away from you. You are a toxic waste that I cannot stand to look at anymore. I try so hard yet you give me nothing.
Is this friendship? Or am I just wasting my time?
"friendship? by AOS
I have known you for so long yet I feel like we have only just met. Why have you changed from someone so nice to someone so mean? We used to tell each other everything but now, I cant trust you. You remind me of a jellyfish, beautiful but vicious. Why do I even bother with you? Why do I even try? Is it because I actually want to be friends with you? Do I want to be friends with you?
Why do you have to do such mean things that cut deep into my core? Why do you smile at me but turn away and giggle? Don't you realise that every time you hurt me I get stronger? Don't you realise that you are just making yourself look bad? Stop making me feel guilty for what you have done to me. Just stop.
Stop turning your words around. You say one thing, but mean another. Stop telling everyone I'm causing the wrong when it is you. Stop excluding me from everyone. Can't things just go back to the way they were? Every time I talk to you, you ignore me. Whats the point of even speaking?
Cant you just leave my life alone. Run away. Go. I don't want to go around on a merri-go-round with you for the rest of my life if the only music thats playing is regret. I need to get away from you. You are a toxic waste that I cannot stand to look at anymore. I try so hard yet you give me nothing.
Is this friendship? Or am I just wasting my time?
"friendship? by AOS
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